I Understand lyrics

I'm on the edge everyday Aint nothing going for you and me I am my enemy in everyway He planted the seed When i was a teen girl i walked real awkward Like a dog with three legs I had fought my wars I was a misshape mistake misfit Untamed mishap with a junkie heart Now theres been a shift I stopped taking hits My eyes start to flicker flicker My mouth starts to drip My heart starts to tinker tinker What can I do when Im bound like this with you Now i really understand I cant feel I cant feel it i cant feel it