Addict lyrics

It hurts to be cool That's why I act the fool That's why I have this ??? To make the lady drew (?) That's why I have to throw (?) To show that I am down That's why I have to soak I swear I have to fuck It hurts to be cool It started back at school I had to be the best Better than the rest I never would get picked Now I make them feel like shit Show them they all suck Man, I really need a fuck It hurts to be cool It started back at school I had to be the best Better than the rest I never would get picked Now I make them feel like shit Show them they all suck Man, I really need a fuck