What's Happening To Me lyrics

what's happening to me my soul is getting broken there are too many things I had to say but they are forgotten (here) I feel a growing pain lots a poison in your veins ''you're not a girl''…confused air ''it's better if you take the train'' don't let me see your face don't let me watch your eyes I'm screaming like a monkey I'm running as ten baseball layers hey, can you hear my scream I feel it like a dream I find impossible to be myself but it's not for my healt!