Ma'am Your Son Is Dead lyrics

Is this you? Please pull over Your son Is gone He was Tired Of disappointing you Oh my baby I loved you so I can’t let you go Let my tears bring you peace As I cradle you and fall to my knees Mother Please forgive me I never wanted to see you Be so doleful Blood painted on the walls Shotgun in his hand Ruled as suicide Recent calls 988 Didn’t do much If he’s found like this His eyes Spread Across the floor Along with His brains His face Is unrecognizable How could he do such a thing? Please wake me up I can’t take this life anymore I'm tired of you No You’re too young I'm too scared Of being without you No It’s too soon I was supposed to be first Now I'm planning His party