The Bellboy (One Last Crush) lyrics

I'm devoted to this madness Callous moments Play back in my mind While I'm in my night dress Causing chaos Losing faith in what I thought was mine I've been lying naked in the bedroom Optimistic I could seduce you Sad twist of a midnight rendezvous Fuckboys don't deserve me pretty Please, don't let me leave Without a secret to keep Is there one last crush in New York City? Please Taxi drivers losing patience Sell them stories that could tell me an opera He knows that I'm high So I spend my money on the dress up Cigarette just for the attention Sad twist of a lonely avenue Fuckboys don't deserve me pretty Please, don't let me leave Without a secret to keep Is there one last crush in New York City? Tell the bellboy take me to my room Roll me up a joint Said he'd be back soon I waited Fell asleep with heels on at the Bowery It felt like I was in love just then I don't wanna feel the far again It felt like I was alive just then At the Bowery Please, don't let me leave Without a secret to keep Is there one last crush in New York City? Please, turn my words into melodies Without a secret to keep Thank God, maybe there's one last crush in New York City Please, turn my words into melodies Send it up on the summer's breeze Thank God, maybe there's one last crush in New York City