I've Been Waiting lyrics

So I'm waiting by a phone For the blessed ring Like a holy grail For a fisher king Time is ticking down Like a metronome Rhythm for my brain and its ceaseless scales I never seem to play them to the beat I hear Thought my heart beat is a beat that beats so near So we had a talk last night about the heavy blow That you dealt in fright you're back against the wall It was a puzzle piece important to the whole That I may not find to place within that hole I never seem to put them in the gaps I see Like a puzzle where the pieces lost to me So I'm changing who I am 'Cause what I am's not good And I know you love me now But I don't see why you should And I don't see why you should No, I don't see why you should So I drift into the air Like a moth to light Down the boulevard to the coffee shop In the land of sorrow in the land of wait I fear is bearing down on this lonely town I never seem to write them down as good as him Like I somewhere lost the keys that let me in So I'm changing who I am 'Cause what I am's not good And I know you love me now But I don't see why you should So I'm changing who I am 'Cause what I am's not good And I know you love me now But I don't see why you should And I don't see why you should No, I don't see why you should