Tearing Apart lyrics

I know it's all a game I know they're all insane I know it's all in vain I know that I'm to blame This tearing apart I think we all should die I think we're dead inside I know the purest rain Won't wash the bloody stain I know it waits to strike This sickness from inside Will tear us apart You're still in my heart Tearing apart Tearing apart Oh you hold the rain Far far away Wild swans skim across a lake Then soar in a white arc Above my head I wake Tearing apart You're still in my heart Tearing apart Tearing apart Oh you hold the rain