The Illusion Of Reality lyrics

Reality seems far away Noise in my head is here to stay Long for silence and shades of gray Lines and edges seem to fray Feels like a long cold winter in my numb mind Cold and hard and so goddamned unkind I learned so much I don't really need My teachers just filled my head indeed Illusion takes over fantasy Couldn't get much higher, higher on me Is there a way out of this trap I've had enough of this cheap crap Tired of always taking the rap No more aces in my stack