Lizard Skin lyrics

Lizard skin I'm looking for something that cannot be reached I'm searching for something that they cannot teach To answer my questions I look to the past I wonder how long my journey will last With eyes that cannot see With ears that cannot hear I'm blinded by my thoughts I'm deafened by my fears With a bottle of Tequila and a hand full of pills I walk into the desert to the Mexican hills My body's beside me. My mind reads the sky I shed this life like lizard skin I know it's time to die