Payment of vomiter lyrics

The reality drives me mad. No one can trust it. Tell me all the reasons. Something might be broken. The past threatens me. I want to erase the memory. Give me pain and sadness. Cause I can become well. I can't save me... I can't breath you. Who are you? Destroy them. I'm cruel. Break into the mad. Vomit... the reason fades away. Samidare ni mau metsubou no hana　kokoro wa kimi wo nageku Oshiminagara 　kurushiminagara　kodoku ni shi wo I pray for you. Oshiminagara