Blueside lyrics

The colors have built up in my mind They're bleeding through my heart And nobody knows that they exist Look at my bursted veins Now do you see the red in me It's a sign for the end Only the end of the red Will show you my blue side I've been given my brush and plate But where will I paint my life And will the buyer in the sky Believe in what I dream And it's so hard for me to explain What I will miss To myself Only the end of the red Will show you my blue side