The First To Cry lyrics

I have no heart it seems When I need it, it leaves And I haven't the courage to oblige Why couldn't somebody cry for me This time? For I'm too frightened to reply As were the days of yore Mine are timeless Why couldn't someone have patience for me? Why couldn't someone be wise to my fears? Tell me why couldn't somebody cry for me This time? And if I should die, who'll be the first to cry? I have not the nerve to show anyone how I am For I'd be misunderstood Every time you're standing by my side I'm stricken with undying fear inside And if I choose to comply Not one would wonder why would I Who'll be the first to cry?