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When hope is just a useless waste of time and your fate unknown, you submerge yourself into the hands of others. This trust has been broken. Why can no one tell me why. What is this? Don't let that cross scare you. Don't think beyond what comforts you. Don't fear your heart. Don't fear the silence that surrounds you. sometimes it's worse to use protection from the truth. Try to kill me too you bastard. You bastard. Try to kill me.