Pain Becomes Me lyrics

All this time I've been dreaming of it All this time it's been haunting in my head Tempting me, inviting me, to fall asleep in it's arms To fall from grace, to breathe this ever-deeming dusk Through my eyes you could see the hurt I craved Through my eyes you'd see there's nothing left to save I heard you said there's a light up ahead But I am heading towards the dead end I just can't say no, I just can't let go For it's got me banned I crave therefore I am and that is all I ever feel I hoped you'd understand, one love, one pain, one enemy I toast to misery, as I dig into the devil's bone And for eternity the pain became me Unholy me alone Leave me alone