[spoons rattling] lyrics

All the messed up things I think They keep coming back to me When I lay down to sleep I wake up with pools of sweat surrounding me I eat my words, I choke them up I never get a second just to Catch my breath 'Cause everything you told me was a lie And I will take it to the fuckin' grave I don't know I never know I never fucking knew it all We took the fall Your losing game is so insane I can't complain But I'm probably doing everything to try to not lose my mind My mind Fuck