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In what in world am I thrown? Is this why I'm alone? Why aren't my brains blown? What I'm supposed to be What I'm supposed to see Why can't I think right when I need? So give me my last chance So give me my last dance So give me one more time To prove I'm fine So give me my last chance So give me my last dance So give me one more time To blown away my mind I have searched for gold But I found what no-one should know I've reached the deepest cold The things that make us alive Secrets that can help us survive However if you find them out you'll cry