A Sudden Sickness lyrics

A sudden sickness struck my heart My stomach aches My world falls even more apart Are you seeing him again? I drink to get numb, to shut you out The morning comes And I miss you so, I miss you so Are you seeing him again? There are scars between us two In the way we speak, in the way we breathe Now it's up to me, now it's up to me to Figure out my insecurities To mend this duality Even now that we're apart I still wonder if it's me that's in your heart Now it's up to me, now it's up to me to Figure out my insecurities To mend this duality A broken heart Seeks comfort in the past The arms of someone known As a shelter for the pain from our break Are you seeing him again? I broke us off, but I cannot shut you out You're still here in my heart I'm confused about my love, 'bout my love Are you seeing him again? There are scars between us two In the way we speak, in the way we breathe Now it's up to me, now it's up to me to Figure out my insecurities To mend this duality Even now that we're apart I still wonder if it's me that's in your heart Now it's up to me, now it's up to me to Figure out my insecurities To mend this duality