Embracing Past lyrics

Autumn rain in december darkness offers company some part of me doesn't want to remember... how could I forget? I don't wanna talk about of worse, or of some better why can't we stay like this forever... While the rain has become so much colder embracing past it's not gonna last any longer! I keep on thinking thinking it's so releaving to hear how you feel to know that you're not rejecting me yet... would you ever think of me? you know I can't stand when you say so oh how much I hate...