feelings are fatal lyrics

I’m happy for you I’m smiling for you I’d do anything For you for you It’s always for you And never for me I need it to stop So let me tell you please I’m always sad And I’m always lonely But I can’t tell you That I’m breaking slowly Closed doors Locked in, no keys Keeping my feelings hidden There is no ease I need it to stop And I want to be able To open up but My feelings are fatal (My feelings are fatal) How many times Must I keep it inside I need to let go And I swear that I’ve tried But opening up Means trusting others And that’s just too much I don’t want to bother So I’ll keep it inside And bury it deep I know it’s not healthy But you won’t hear a peep Though I’m always sad And I’m always lonely I could never tell you That I’m breaking slowly Closed doors Locked in, no keys Keeping my feelings hidden There is no ease I need it to stop And I want to be able To open up but My feelings are fatal (My feelings are fatal)