Glamorous lyrics

Wouldn't it be nice To not have to care about anything or anyone? It's not that I don't like you anymore I think that I'm just having trouble Feeling successful in my own life Maybe we could take some time to think So I'll cut off all my fingers at the bone 'Cause its easier than trying to be okay With the parts of me that I don't like It's not as glamorous as you thought it'd be It's not as easy as everyone made it seem Why did it ever feel like a good idea to be alone? So what's it gonna take For these feelings to disappear? What else can I do To make my anxieties go away? How else can I try To get by without ending it all? When there's nowhere you can run I promise I'll still be the one You can call when you can't sleep And someday we'll look back and say Why were we ever so afraid To say how we feel?