I'm Trying lyrics

She said, "I'm not pointing fingers" But he said "Yes you are Cause you wouldn't bring it up if you weren't" And if I told you I'd been walking Out in the dark night thinking, Would you take as true This alcoholic's word? Oh I can't change. What's done is done. But I can tell you this: "Not a day goes by that I don't curse myself And all my sins" And I need you to hold on to While this part of me is dying Though I haven't kicked the demons That haunt me I'm tryin' I'm tryin' She sat down on the floor And said, "I wish that I was stronger" Right now I feel as fragile as glass And I want to believe you Believe what's held you has freed you I hate these doubts that keep on coming back My parents think I'm crazy For hanging on this long But there's nothing I want more for us Than to prove to them they're wrong And I don't wanna be afraid I don't wanna think you're lyin' And though I haven't found the faith that I need I'm tryin' I'm tryin' He asked, "Do you want me to leave Cause if you do, you know I will" But she said much to his disbelief "No, I love you still Oh, I love you still" He said, "I don't know why I've been the fool But I can tell you this: "Not a day goes by that I don't curse myself And my sins" Then he dropped down to his knees By now they both were cryin' He said: "I haven't been the man I want to be But I'm tryin' I'm tryin' I'm tryin' I'm tryin'"