Preludium: About Love, Death And The Devil lyrics

I have reached the bottom I can't see the sky I'm down, so low Wanna be so high I'm running down On the dead and cold In my search for love I've reach the over low I'm not strong enough to live I'm not brave enough to die I turn away and clench my fist, I signed a contract with the Lord of Lies When the rain has dried, In this tragedy, Why do I prefer on dying, To pretend I'm free I'm not strong enough to live, I'm not brave enough to die, I don't dare to cut my wrist, I turn away and clench my fist, I signed a contract with the Lord of Lies