getting money still sad too (feat. horse head) lyrics

GothBoiClique I wanna kill myself, but no one believes me I just wanna be loved, why they gotta deceive me? Get what they want, then they leave me (GothBoiClique) I just want you to see me, believe me Honestly, I'm the one and you need me, and I need you It's transparent, it's see through I'm gettin' money still sad too I'm gettin' money still sad too, I remember when I had you I'm gettin' money still sad too, I remember when I had you, now I don't I'm gettin' money still sad too, I remember when I had you I'm gettin' money still sad too, I remember when I had you, now I don't Now I know, I don't love you anymore But if you show me a sign, if you show me a sign Maybe I could find another reason to try Now I know, now I know, I don't love you anymore But if you show me a sign, if you show me a sign Maybe I could find another reason to cry You're the reason I try, you make me wanna die I think you're so cute, it kills me every time And I got a death wish, so I wanna make you mine I think it's a sign that when the stars align GothBoiClique, in the black Benz truck I don't give a fuck I'm gettin' money still sad too, I remember when I had you I'm gettin' money still sad too, I remember when I had you, now I don't I'm gettin' money still sad too, I remember when I had you I'm gettin' money still sad too, I remember when I had you, now I don't