Forever Cold, Forever a Clown lyrics

It's so ordinary A feeling nobody knows I'm undone I've waited for it a long time Sometimes I can't understand How can I be so sad Forever cold, forever a clown I don't know what is happening with me Forever cold, forever a clown I don't know I'm just crazy Sorry I'm a stupid guy so many times Please, tell me that's not real 'Cause I'm so scared of darkness Forever cold, forever a clown I don't know what is happening with me Forever cold, forever a clown I don't know what is happening with me Forever cold, forever a clown I don't know what is happening with me Forever cold, forever a clown I don't know