My Shadow of Selfishness lyrics

As I walk through these winter winds I wonder what the day will bring My search was solemn intensified I wish my thoughts had never died I focus away from myself And now I can heal all the doubt I am the servant for all I can portray I've misplaced my heart I'll find it again Behind my own mask illusion has bled And now I can stop my shadow of selfishness I stumble forward and back again I watch the clouds and leaves descend Others pass I envy them As this hour comes to an end I focus away from myself And now I can heal all the doubt I am the servant for all I can portray I've misplaced my heart I'll find it again Behind my own mask illusion has bled And now I can stop my shadow of selfishness If I stop at these roads ahead Sometimes I feel like I am dead I had to find the strength to carry on And take me back where I belong My shadow of selfishness