Camouflage Heart lyrics

This emptiness is it what I've chosen The feeling of death fill me like a curse It seems so strange but somehow quite familiar Familiar and cold and totally isolated If I love you Will you stay If I hate you How can I live with the pain If I love you Will you stay If I hate you How can I live this way You've put yourself in this time you will suffer Turned me away how can I return Is this the price the price for believing You pushed me away how can I go on