Flood Light lyrics

You wanted the best, but it wasn't me I'll take these thoughts and drown them out before you see The tone is set, it's never easy I get the feeling this all happened in a dream No, needed more than an afterglow The hesitation in my step I can't erode Just so you know, I'm not doing too well I hide it just a little too well I hope you know, I'm not doing too well No, I'm not doing too well It's a flood light, flood light, flood light Shining on me every day, every night, all the time Ain't it a fun life, fun life, fun life? I'm wondering, wouldn't I be better off in the dark all the time? The tone is set, too addicted to leave Now it's underneath my skin controlling me I don't see the use, I don't know where I'm going I'm selfish, so I blame everyone else for it I don't see the use and I don't see a sign I've been waiting and waiting for stars to align No, I'm not doing too well I hide it just a little too well I hope you know, I'm not doing too well No, I'm not doing too well It's a flood light, flood light, flood light Shining on me every day, every night, all the time Ain't it a fun life, fun life, fun life? I'm wondering, wouldn't I be better off in the dark all the time? What good is a bad dream if I never get to wake up? Someone get the lights off me, fade me away What good is a bad dream? Do I ever get to wake up? Will I ever wake up? Just so you know, I'm not doing too well I hide it just a little too well I hope you know, I'm not doing too well No, I'm not doing too well It's a flood light, flood light, flood light Shining on me every day, every night, all the time Oh, and it's a fun, fun, fun, fun, fun life Will I ever be better off, better off, better off, better off?