In My Head Again lyrics

It's quiet again And that's when it starts I thought time would fix this That's what everyone says But nothing changed I'm still stuck where you left me You walked away Like I was something simple I stayed like you were everything You let go easy, i didn't I'm in my head again Going back through it all Like I can change something Like there's a version of me That makes you stay I'm in my head again And you're still the only thing that feels real You said you loved me But you kept your distance I don't know how those two things can exist together I would've stayed through anything You just stopped choosing me I keep thinking that if you felt this You wouldn't have left I'm in my head again Same thoughts, same nights, trying to understand Something that doesn't make sense I'm in my head again Still holding on to you like you're coming back I tried to move on Sat across from someone else, and I wasn't even there Everything I said somehow turned into you I saw it on her face, she knew I wasn't letting go I don't know how to I'm in my head again No way out of it I've replayed this a thousand times And it always ends the same You're gone, and I'm still here Trying to fix something you already left behind I'm in my head again And I don't think it stops I'd still take you back I know