Half of You lyrics

Your sweater still smells like rain Like things I never had the nerve to say I sleep on your side of the bed Just to quiet what's in my head I gave you more than I could lose Now I'm living life in half of you I lost myself in half of you In everything we never did I loved you deeper than I knew And now you're gone, but never left Your name still shakes my phone at night Like it's scared I won't reply I scroll through moments frozen there Like we still exist somewhere I'd give it all to feel you close Even just to let you go I lost myself in half of you In every truth that wasn't true I broke in ways I can't undo Trying not to lose half of you I don't miss the way you hurt me I miss the way I tried to stay I built a home inside your absence And called that kind of love okay If losing you meant losing parts I guess I never was complete I lost myself, and that's alright Some loves just take more than they give I'm learning how to live somehow With half of you still in me