Sometimes lyrics

Sometimes I'd rather take a beating Sometimes I'd rather take a punch I learn more when I am bleeding You knock me down, then I get up Sometimes I need to forgive you Sometimes I want to destroy Sometimes I know it was not your fault But I blame you anyway Sometimes I don't like to quarrel Sometimes I feel too afraid Sometimes I know I'm not meant do it I do it anyway Sometimes I feel so jealous Sometimes I feel insecure Sometimes I feel like I vanished in thin air Sometimes I feel I'm not here