vapetrails lyrics

I just wanna live in the space between your skin and clothes It always smells like cigarettes but I'm getting used to it But now I'm sitting here gouging my eyes out with the backside of a pencil A lobotomy to feel spotless once again Chemical in the way we touch Lately its been getting too much to swallow My stomach lining wasn't built for two If I fall asleep at the wheel I hope I crash and burn in your front yard Decapitated in my existence If I called would you pick up I've been thinking probably not If I called would you pick up I've been thinking probably not Lately I've been feeling kinda down My spineless recourse The liquid courage that I drown Won't make my insides clean anymore