Balance of Time lyrics

The path I have chosen Pursuing a light out of reach Responsibilities frozen Empty words I have preached Illusions I preserve To continue in this world Set the stage to speak the page But the thorn in my side turns Strive to be Even through adversity Obstacles I have to climb Searching for the balance of time Guilt when I'm away Guilt when I'm home What's desired, unreal The life of those who roam Dedication, sacrifice It's all taking its toll It's not what it used to be Have to justify this road Strive to be Even through adversity Obstacles I have to climb Searching for the balance of time Balance of time I'm losing my mind Unable to breathe The world I cannot leave Balance of time Strive to be Even through adversity Obstacles I have to climb Searching for the balance of time