Ecstasy in Disseverment (of Self) lyrics

Downward, downward Through depths of despair Arriving at the divine mother I surrender at her feet Holder of the universe in her womb Unknown to many and long forgotten Sovereign ruler who will not be contained Perpetually fragmented, omnipresent In diverse constant existences I become the swirling Multi-faced prism In ever-present flux Dying the many deaths That life may offer From the cosmic center Nine triangles emerge At the shrines Where a sacred tree grows Where the spider's fangs pierce the elephant Who collapses, drowning both Goddess of broken hearts And shattered souls Who blesses the barren with offspring Decaying, transforming, becoming My consciousness is all-pervading May her light connect The gaps between the shards I celebrate every wound I submit to the primordial beast With sharp teeth and formidable jaws I find clarity in disorientation Astride its back I ascend It carries me over the waters Riding waves of pain in power Leading to the true essence