Disillusion's Reel lyrics

Every time I try to understand The meaning hidden deep into my heart I crumble down the taste of losing all Is always bitter when I sip from my cold blood Losing what when there is nothing much to gain? Stop yourself and have a thought Watch your life Mother earth is there, emotionless to your eyes You can love her sons, but at the end you're all alone Come and dance this reel, disillusion's for real Stop yourself for God's sake, try to take a look at yourself How can you pretend of having my faith Of gaining all the respect and the love that I can give I even hardly believe in myself Where is the tunnel white, they told me of? Losing what when there is nothing much to gain? Stop yourself and have a thought Watch your life Mother earth is there, emotionless to your eyes You can love her sons, but at the end you're all alone Come and dance this reel, disillusion's for real Stop yourself for God's sake, try to take a look at yourself