Silent Scream lyrics

Pick myself up from the floor Gather the pieces of my life Someone is knocking on the door It's time to put away the knife I look in the mirror anxiously Why am I scared of who is staring back at me No one hears my silent scream I'm alone here in this bad dream No one sees the scars I hide away I don't know if I can carry on one more day I am hiding in my shell and say that everything's alright It's just another day in hell I doubt I'll ever see the light I look in their eyes fearfully Why am I scared of who is staring back at me No one hears my silent scream I'm alone here in this bad dream No one sees the fear I hide away I don't know if I can carry on one more day I am so disappointed by who I am become Insecurity has taken control over me Oh, I cannot function when you're around My anxious feelings abound I can't go on like this It's like a demons kiss I need to be strong and find a way out of this I will open my mouth and they will hear every word I say I will let them know how I'm feeling inside Can you hear my silent scream I'm alone here in this bad dream The fear I have will never fade away But I know that I can carry on one more day