Falling Apart lyrics

Found my way into the void Let delusion come along Now I barely know myself among the dark In this empty little hell I can't see where I belong Just the blurring of a thousand miles apart Waiting out the gray Suffering this cold Nothing to delay the toll I'm falling apart again Heart is in my throat I'm falling apart again Never been so low I'm losing the fight again I died again I cannot find my hope I'm falling apart again Nothing left to hold I was live enough to breathe Thought my feet were on the ground Then desertion came and tore it all away I can feel the end in sight Though I barely see the light Is there no one here to save me after all? Time is circling the drain Nothing sacred, no refrain If I can't be whole to them Let me fall to live again