False Endearment lyrics

With agony and pain I realize that all i've struggled for Was all in vain I've seen the signs, 'stood the facts Justified my shameful acts Of prudence and endearment That was false Tried to share the warmth and care My passion, my worship That was false Heart pains of blood filled with deceit Affection buried, yet still burns deep Beneath...my skin I must be strong Must carry on Must leave it all behind me Tho' can't comprehend it's bitter end But truly now it's gone It has been killing me for far too long For far too long