the suicide king lyrics

I'm tired of being myself I watch my body fade away I've been climbing hell I saw it turn grey And I'm pushin' away (pushin' away) And I'm pushin' away (pushin' away, oh) And I'm pushin' away (pushin' away) And I'm pushin' away (pushin' away) Don't come running for me, for me Don't come running for me, for me 'Cause all I know is pain 'Cause I'm the suicide king And I'm pushin' away (pushin' away, oh) And I'm pushin' away (pushin' away, oh) And I'm pushin' away (pushin' away) And I'm pushin' away (pushin' away) The devils' not my fear The devils don't leave me Would you cut me out If I made a mistake Don't come running for me, for me Don't come running for me, for me 'Cause all I know is pain 'Cause I'm the suicide king