Trap Door lyrics

I pledge myself to your misery I kneel at its throne Respecting your proclivity To languish on your own Like a snowflake starting an avalanche It always depends On where you land There's a trap door in your heart That I'm free-falling through I can only get so close So close to you I give myself to your memory You can lock me in its cage But if only the winners write history There will be nothing on our page You were a boulder tumbling down a hill And my fate was all but sealed By standing still There's a trap door in your heart And a button on your desk Well-worn from being pressed There's a trap door in your heart I'm falling through There's a trap door in your heart Where everyone disappears When they reach to pull you near There's a trap door in your heart I wish I knew And now I'm falling through