Pep Talk lyrics

I'll love an incurable mess 'cause I like to tidy up No blames and explain it aways, they are pouring from my cup Rebounds always running me down like a lion on the plains But this fate is its own escape, so I, I just stand in place And now I find I'm waking up at sunrise, and just lying in bed Giving myself a pep talk to survive the day lying ahead My past is a whiskey glass tipping down a drunkard's throat I can't claim I was ever ashamed when I drank the antidote And now I find I'm waking up at sunrise, and just lying in bed Giving myself a pep talk to survive the day lying ahead But they make, they make no difference When all of the colors blend into black And if I raise the stakes and step out Out on the ledge, you gotta pull me back 'Cause they make, they make no difference Feeling the levee starting to crack And if I raise the stakes and step out Out on the ledge, I'm never coming back And they make, they make no difference When all of the colors blend into black And if I raise the stakes and step out Out on the ledge, you gotta pull me back You gotta pull me back