Sad to Be lyrics

My mommy says I should join the church The mad man tells me what I'm worth True,it's clear,he beats me down Makes me bitter,makes me frown Till I myself as a human being Hide my eyes to what I see I myself as a human being Hide my eyes to reality Me,alone,I really wonder why All alone I wonder why I try When life itself depresses me And everyhing else,it's sad to be