Fear lyrics

I live in the past I can?t move on beyond the pain I feel no release I want to find my peace of mind My fear (loser) - it?s holding me stillborn My fear (come on) - I'll never be again (don?t fear) You stole the innocence From a child to be no more Blinded by the silence Afraid to ever speak a word Thinking on the times of my demise and I wish it wasn?t me the victimized and I don?t know really can't see how I really couldn?t kill the mother who violated me