maybe i'm just a little too much lyrics

Scared to find Another ride If only I could wake up and Never think About the time I had to leave This house full of Dirty lies That I would write So I don't have to tell the truth I'd get comfortable And talk about the things that I would never With anyone 'cause then I'd hear the sound of every heart beating Through their thumbs Should I just stop or let it run and cut me loose? And what if I was stupid In telling all my thoughts What if that's the reason that I end up being all alone In a crowded room But never really saying what I want Maybe I'm just a little too much Little too much Thinking I should hold myself back I'm tired of losing All my time wasted Thinking 'bout them Thinking about all the ways I thought I could be more Than what I am I could be more than I could be more than I could be more than should I be more than what What I am now I'm pulling out this kitchen drawer Hoping that I'll find something To open up all my flaws And all the beers I'd never drink And now I'm stuck and wondering If I'm just crying the wrong tear What if I was stupid In telling all my thoughts What if that's the reason that I end up being all alone In a crowded room But never really saying what I want Maybe I'm just a little too much Little too much Thinking I should hold myself back I'm tired of losing All my time wasted Thinking 'bout them Thinking about all the ways I thought I could be more Than what I am In my own bed When I'm alone And I just can't pretend I'm not fine In my own bed But out the door I have to pretend Maybe I'm just a little too much Little too much Thinking I should hold myself back All my time wasted Thinking 'bout them Thinking about all the ways I thought I could be more Than what I am I could be more than I could be more than I could be more than should I be more than what What I am now