Kind, Torn, Forgetful lyrics

What did I do to change you You hide all the things you’ve done How could I rearrange you So you don’t buy a gun I left a key on the front porch Under the rocking chair You used to swing, and gamble On whether or not to care There’s a crack on the corner of your last good pair of shades I threw them away In your room you’ll find options, I bought em In case you decide to stay Damn it, I don’t know, how to ask you How to say the simplest things How did you sleep? Did you sleep? I’ll be right outside if you need me I won’t block the door or guess your passwords, that’s a trap, you deserve better than that But if you leave tonight, the next time I see your eyes They might be closed And so will mine And I’ll be wishing I’d got that password right Maybe you wouldn’t have died Just come home, get sober Put all those fears to bed I love you, I’m louder I hope that I’m in your head I got nothing left When I opened up your box You had photos from trips, and Christmas socks You had terrible mixtapes, long lost lovers and big mistakes You had a cathedral shot glass, pills to make the time pass, rolled up memos on how to not lose your mind You had keychains from younger times, I remember you as kind, torn, forgetful You were waiting for the dust to settle In the meantime you had Ambien Summers came and went Waiting for a heaven sent Intervention, so you’d know when to flush it