The Leper's Bell lyrics

I am my own despair A life unwanted, a life so scared I wasted so much of my time Thinking my struggle was only mine I never found it hard to leave All these places that never wanted me A life spent ugly and unseen It's all expected Expected And when it hurts more than you can believe Remember all the things you never thought you'd see Remember my voice and feel my worry Please stay for me A life spent (a life spent) Unseen (unseen) Is all I expected To be waiting Isolate Shame I don't want you to see This side of me Underneath my last mistake Smashed into pieces The end of life as we know it There is no exaggeration In the hate I have for myself Smashed into pieces The end of life as we know it There is no exaggeration In the hate I have for myself Nothing changes by itself Please never feel The way I felt The way I felt Take my hand Take my hand Cast aside the leper's bell Please never feel the way I felt Isolate Shame I don't want you to see This side of me Underneath my last mistake Stay with me Just until the morning We can sit in silence We can cry until it hurts Whatever it takes For you to feel heard I'm so proud of you I'm so proud