Hanging Man lyrics

Here i'm lying on my bed Sick of it all, sick of myself Everything seems insurmountable and dejected Want to stop the pain, desperate I have lost all mainstay Aggressive rage turns inside I take revenge on my entourage My death shall mark the rest off their lives They will certify me posthumously insane For fear of their own finiteness A disgrace for the family they will live with the stain Forgive me mother, i want to leave this hell If i die everything still exists, thus proving my uselessness So i start to hatch a plan to die as quickly as i can Drowning, self-poisoning, asphyxiation, Self-combustion or electrocution? I will end up with judas in hell For i've decided to hang myself Now the final stage off my morbid desire I write a note to explain why I choose a rope, it mustn't break For i'm determined my life to take I put my head right in And place the rope beneath my chin I give the chair a yank And everything goes ...