Loaded To The Gills lyrics

Am I loaded to the gills Treading water on the window sill Ain't no flashlight to take you back That wet paint that's on your wall leaves me feeling weak And small below you when I can't get back Leaves and winter trees I am the boy who can enjoy invisibility Beneath those bells of distant boats just afloat And my guitar could creep so out of tune when I'm in your room It's so insidious it eats me inside out Wish I could set my alarm to a different year If time was just like plasticine we'd be on our own Catch a train to far off to never-tell or Babylon With no consistency we'll let it be far out