This Is Not A Competition lyrics

This is not a competition You will see when I am gone Can't you see that I am trying? Love fifteen; fifteen all I made a vow to carry you home If you fall sick, if you pass out I made a vow to rescue you If you're in trouble, if you flake out If you need to ask I ache because you ache What was it you could not tell me? Why are there cuts on your arm? What is it you run away from? Why have all the clocks stopped?