Jealous (feat. Decalius) lyrics

My heart hurts every time I see them laughing I want to gouge out my eyes So I can't see them happy Jealousy eats me from the inside No one beside Misery has become my only friend Soon is my end I rot in my loneliness I’m in the crowd but no one cares I'm like a ghost I'm invisible Loneliness has fucked up my poor brain Oh this pain Everything has lost its meaning I’m only dreaming Of taking my life and someone with me