Foreign Observer lyrics

Change my appearance to a disappearance I'm so selfish and narcissistic Cross out another friend from the short list I can't write my way out of this Admired for weaving words together Riddled in rhyme Little do they know I can barely live inside My body most of the time Destroy the old, to build a new A monolith of bliss But the cracks in the mirror show A lifetime more of this You're just a day-tripper gripping my truth As transparent as the pyramid at the Louvre What did we learn in Saturn's return? Foreign observer just stay safe and observe Foreign Observer Foreign observer Wake me up when you yourself are found Foreign observer Don't make eclipses out of my shadow on the ground Foreign Observer How long can you sit and watch this hole I am in fill up? My spirit be crushed by gravity